Its one of those nights. One of those days when I just can’t seem to relax. My mind keeps racing with so many thoughts. I’m starting to feel some of the same feelings that I luckily have not felt in a few months, and i’m not sure if its a phase, or not. I guess time will tell.
Anyhow, i’ve official started college and it’s the first official full week of school, but so far, I’m loving it. There is really no way to describe college. So many people have asked me how college is, and I try to answer to the best of my ability, but I’ve only been here for a week and a half. That is not a long time to experience college life, especially when freshman aren’t even allowed on greek property till October.
Dorm life is amazing, I have the best wing in the world! There are 13 girls and 8 guys on my floor. I love them all and I definitely hope that we all stay friends. Of course, that will probably not happen, but a girl can dream can’t she? Ive been hanging out with so many different people and I’m starting to get a little nervous about who exactly I should be hanging out with or not. I know that they are all great people, and I know that I should not be worried about finding my “group” just yet, but I just want to know who is going to play a major role in my life and stick with them. I never imagined starting over in college would be like this, not that I’m complaining, its just very different that I expected.
Since coming to college, I have tried to adopt the ideal of being “comfortable with being uncomfortable.” It is an idea that I have learned through volleyball, but decided that it applies perfectly to college. Since volleyball and college did not work out for me, I felt that it would be the perfect time for me to go out and try new things. The amount of extracurricular activities that I have signed up to participate in is crazy. I have auditioned to be an anchor for the school’s television station, I am in InterVarsity Christian Fellowship, Volleyball Club, Relay for Life Committee Chair, a Tiger Host, a student blogger, an ITAP intern, a Circle K member, and multiple others. As you can probably tell, I have completely immersed myself in the extracurriculars.
I want to say that I miss high school, and the familiarity of what I had, but I know that this process is a necessary aspect in character building. I know that everything will be fine, and that I am just over thinking everything, but it doesn’t make the present any easier to handle. I know that I am beyond blessed for the opportunity to be able to attend such a prestigious university, and I hope that not only am I able to get the most out of what I put into DePauw, but that I am able to provide the same to the DePauw community.
When people ask you what your intended major is, most people are not expecting someone to say that they are double majoring. No one is expecting you to also say that you intend on double minoring also. Yes, if you followed any of that, yours truly plans on double majoring in Economics/Management and Communications, and double minoring in Business Administration and Film Studies. Not many people know that in order to major in communications, I would be required to take the same classes minus one or two to get my major, so to me, it would be stupid of me to not take the one class to get a minor. The same goes for business administration.
I have a 8:20 class tomorrow, and I am still awake. I know that most people don’t want to read a narration of a college student’s sleepless nights, and I can’t blame you. However, no one is forcing you to read my thoughts, so if you are still reading this, thank you!
With that, I will leave you all in an attempt to catch a few hours of sleep.
Wish me luck! xoxo